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Sunday, October 01, 2006
It's been a year and a month since i bloged in blogger.com... firstly because, my last blog stopped in sept... and in order to let my archives look "nicer"... (haha)... so decided to come back on this month - oct... not so particular about the day but just that i have something to blog lor... i don wan to supress my feelings and thoughts... and i don like to speak also... so i blog... i just enjoy blogging (most of the time)...
alright, it's 1:37am now... this entry gonna take me about the next hour to complete... (hehe)...
happy children's day... happy birthday to Nicholas Tan (Yan Ming) - he is my first admirer... my lower pri sch who eventually transferred to another sch without bidding a goodbye... (haiz)... perhaps i had gave him and his family some "misery" memories...
recapping what had i did for the last 2 days (29th and 30th sept '06)...
perhaps i can say that it was the first time i celebrated my birthday with my gang of very good friends (Eileen, MeiHsin and Marisa) without any "stress" or "away" barrier(s)... after knowing for about 7 years (i suppossed), everything started from the year when we graduated from sec sch... to me, a birthday it the most wonderful day of your life because it is a day tt is made or bestowed especially for you...
we had an usual meal... a treat for the birthday girl... i suggested for a korean cuisine this year (had a strong urge for that)... we went to Han Ka Ram Korean Restaurant located at 5th level of Hereen... it was a friday night... Marisa had made a reservation at 8pm... but my sincere apology for making her to be "suay" by an abhorrent waiter of tt restaurant (by phone)... well, it's just not her day... i wanted to take revenage for marisa but only after the meal, i realized the abhorrent waiter had a twin brother... ooPs!
anywhere, marisa called me out for toliet break... after returning, a "not very tasty" tiramisu short cake and chocolate exoctic short cake were presented on the table with the 2 LARGE candle buring in flame (haha)... they were my 1st and 2nd birthday cake of the year... eileen still wanted to trick me by saying that it was a left-over curry puff when i saw her holding the mini cake box in her hand inside the mrt... fine, i faked ignorance... but i saw the 2 cakes, i recalled what kenneth woo told me... "a seperated birthday cake represent seperation - not very propitious"... well, it's the thoughts tt count...
(me and my dear)
(the pathetic tiramisu cake from four leave - marisa grabbing hard on the sponge cake and meihsin pulling the plastic sheet - we were just trying to eat the cake...)
after marisa "date" to toliet, eileen and meihsin went to foot the bill using the same excuse... i bet the 3 of them have to foot about $25 for the meal each... ooPs! and the presents they bought for me... they are so sweet and lovely... i must had made them heavy debted for the month sept after the chalet thingy and my meal and presents... eileen and meihsin bought me a necklace and bracelet... my god!
anywhere, after the korean cuisine, we went to swensen for ice cream - earthquake... 8 flavours of ice cream naming - sticky chewy chocolate, yam, coconut, butterscott, chocolate malt, cookies and cream, tint mint and one more (forgotten!)... marisa shared with us her tennis life in JC... then the ice cream was about 2/3 done, it had became a rojak... a pool of mixed flavours earthquake ice cream... i wanted to treat my friends ice cream but failed (haiz)...
(eileen: "tt's my chocolate... stop taking away my sticky chewy chocolate")thank you ladies for everything you all had done... i'm touched and much appreciated... thanks a lot...
30th Sept '06 (Saturday)
i had another dinner date... i reached rather "late" for the appointment because i went to look for presents for Xue Yu whose birthday falls on 2nd oct... some more the bus not very good... made the passengers waited for almost 20mins before its slowly rolled and "break wind" at the bus stop...
by the time i reached tampines interchange, it was 6pm... we supposed to meet at 6pm (at marina square)... bought one hp pouch at east link and key chain at century square... i wanted to buy a necklace for xue yu... however, due to rushing out of time, i couldn't found a suitable one for her... but, i will never regret this time... i finally bought a seventeen magazine of the oct issue in year 2006 (i don noe she will understands my "special exoctic" definition for that magazine or not)... tt's not my problem...
had dinner at kenny's roger... a treat from my cousin, her bf (chunk) and paul... thanks a lot... i wasn't in an appetite for food after all the rushing and brain craking... after dinner, went to kbox... my brother and his 2 friends - qi xian and rui yun joined the fun...
well, towards karaoke-ing, i don't feel comfortable singing in front of "not-too-close" people... kinda stranger feeling... this probably applied to all ppl except eileen (she played an important role in my life - as a friend, a compansion and a person i depend on... a very dear gift tt i begged god not to take away from me...) overall, i had enjoyed very much listening to songs... met fei yu qin and andy lau (lolx)...
den, a stranger guy walked into the room... firstly i tot he might had walked into a wrong room... he was xue yu's boyfriend... good job girl! (no wonder u wanted to break with me... don worry!) ditched another innocent one from my life... but then...
suddenly, suddenly... the "god of depression" came to visit me... my tears were rolling in my eyes... i felt a sudden search of loneliness and isolation... i msg-ed eillen and begged her not to leave me alone... i told her that i how i wish i could keep her in my pocket... i need her cos i had depended on her too much... but if she found a bf, please let me be the first to know... i'll let her go...
when no one is taking care of me, i had to depend on myself since very young age... i learnt from others experienced... ppl might misjudge me because i had no experiences of misery and sorrow so i should be a green horn... but you had seriously underestimated me... i can make the happiness thing in this world to be the nightmare of my life... i'm a person who thinks a lot... i'm a person who you will prefer not to know too close because i know what is at your "under pant"... i can see through your thoughts...
well, tt TOO great for now... ciao...
------ cherish (^_^)
darlin left a note at 3:03 AM
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(eileen: "tt's my chocolate... stop taking away my sticky chewy chocolate")