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Sunday, December 31, 2006
Six bombs hit Thailand's capital; 2 dead, 26 injured... who can forsee...
regarding war, it is the matters of 2 ememies searching for their own peace... no one can interfer neither can anyone predict... the innocent lives that had sacrisfied, they are hero because they outstand their courage and fought...
saddam hussin was sentenced to death... little was i learnt about him news, however i can only say, retribution will fall upon those evils one...
they were episodes of life that educate the global about righteous... nothing is fair in this world... people fight for their power by their power... you may think it is right, but it may not be right for others... human mind is unfathomable... nothing can satisfy everyone in this world...
6.2 magnitute earthquake hitted taiwan that interrupted the internet connection worldwide...
avian flu outbreak in numerous countries that costed lives...
numerous singaporean found death in sleep... 3 children's foot was caught by the escalator...
flood flooded everywhere, even in singapore...
yao ming injured his foot where rocket team has to work harder after losing their power ranger... haha...
Xia-Shu, hong kong senior actor who acted as the grandfather in kindred heart drama, had passed away... one famous singapore singer, mr chen jin ran, had passed away... hong kong actress, shen dian xia had tumors and went for operations... zax (26) and ji qin(30) gave birth to a baby girl name 'Le-Le' before marriage...
life is unpredicable... who knows what will happen the next moment... treasure everyday whatever you can and don cry when you lost it... part and parcel of life...
that goes for some highlights to the world that had happened during year 2006... now about "me" turn... haha... it's my blog okay...
first of all, happy birthday to all... from jan, feb, mar, apr, may, jun, jul, aug, sep, oct, nov and dec... happy birthday... hope you all had enjoyed your birthday like everyday...
i had the most wonderful 20th birthday this year for the first time having celebration with my poly friends... all were memorable ones... thanks my buddies, eileen, marisa and mei hsin, for always there for me, for always having a "mental problem" friends for 8 years... thanks teri and lin yan for being my aunties aka seniors for dedicating a wonderful "Din Tai Feng" celebration and a little diamond necklace... haha... come and rob me bah... haha... last of all, i wan to thank charlie lim boon leong... ooPs! i never dreamt to enjoy my birthday in this way... thanks for the night... from dinner to movie... i'm an unjoyous person to disappoint you... in my mind, perhaps it is just a gratitude expression of accompany with him during his sip in house period... being his ah-sam.. but whatever it is, i'm not a heartless person ya...
regarding birthday... i dedicated 15th sept 2006 to a special person... i'm may not be a significant figure in her mind... but it's okay... that's my job... in japanese, 20th birthday is the year that one is illegal... ya... haha...
hatachi... organise a chalet, i did not let down to my secondary friends... i did it... hope all of you had enjoyed... as long as i lived, i wan to share my happiness when everyone... i don ask for any returns... ya...
besides remembrance about the "special day", i had an "overseas" year for me... bintan, china, sentosa... haha... great year for me... learnt a lot of things... wishing more to come...
well well...
perhaps, the arrival of year 2007 is a nightmare... majority of my friends are entering NS... haha... i can't say it is a fun thing to do... it's alright, man... contributing your years to the country, it is a honor... a process of maturing... anywhere, it is just 2 years... suffer the pain that woman has to give birth to 3 children of yours, okay... anywhere, don forsake me friends, especially my brothers... check it out!
lastly but no least, before countdown is approching, i would like to share my resolution for the year 2007...
i will be graduating in feb 07... a "
ahn-nyong-i kah-se-yo" to temasek polytechnic... had kinda great time with her... after 3 years of learning, matured internally externally... i become more prettier okay... got people wanna woo me okay... anywhere, hoping that my selfishness don swallowed me... besides that, career... hoping that everything will be smooth towards my dreams... for my parent and brother and everyone... love comes second (last)...
happy new year... best wishes for all too... stay happy... stay healthy... be forever... =D
hope that everyone out there had enjoyed... i enjoyed at home... hehe...
it is not only a celebration of a new embark of a new year... it is a New Year! SCREAM~ 365 days for you... what you gonna do... it is just like a new page of a story... what you gonna write is a mystery... how you gonna develop is a question... don repeat your mistake... create breakthroughs and see miracles... as long as you believe... there's a will, there's a way... Live to the fullest!
(photo taken at countdown party at esplanade 31/12/2006)people had celebrated a new 2007 year as early as 8 hours ago... i wondered what had happened at Taiwan 101... my brother is there... hope he is safe and enjoyed! Happy birthday to him, tomorrow (02/01)!
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 12:15 PM
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Saturday, December 30, 2006
had a fruitful (maybe) day for the last 2nd day of year 2006...
watched Mo Gong... stragetic plan when in war... too bad there's no war now... but actually, the moral of the story is when a person is lending a hand to you, it is willingly... appreciate and be gratitude... all human has weakness... a failure depicts one is weak at the point... a hero appear because he is skill in your weakness... feeling jealously being overweight by the hero is a cowardly act... sharing your love with the world... do you share the love with the person who loves you?! in the end, bite the hand that feeds one... a winner is someone who wins in conscience... always stay calm when dealing with problem...
anywhere, ! indeed a good recommending movie for all...
emh... had a end-year party at my rc... hmm... the chairman wanna psyco me for being an excutive for Sport Club... haha... impossible man... hmm... haha... but i won a steamboat cooker doesn't mean anything ah... haha... first in my lifetime...
watched youtube about Zax... haha... can see he is a fortuante and great papa... so jealous...
but don noe why... i have a lot of thoughts today... do you wan to be happy or be in loved?!
oh... tomolo counting down liao wor... in less than a 25 hours... oh my god...
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 11:04 PM
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Friday, December 29, 2006
it's 29th dec... oh my god! left 2 days before saying good-bye to 2006... year 2006 had indeed past very fast... and meaningless too...
tomorrow is saturday leh.. i'd came back for a week liao leh... wat the heck! i thought it was yesterday... haiz... my brother going taiwan tomolo... !#$%@... go lor... don buy back anything for me except an air-ticket for me to go there... haha...
SHP broke her left arm yesterday...
well... after watching 100% Entertainment just now, one of the senior actress said something that i have a feeling for propriety... she said "in relationship, imperfection is inevtiable... in the beginning, little mistake may makes you feel that he is cute... but as time goes on, if little mistake continues, it will not be cute anymore... but instead, you will feel disgusted... and can you tolerate such little mistake after both of you get married?!"... it is a mater to consider sometimes... human minds mature...
hmm... wat's more ah?! hmm...
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 7:12 PM
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
welcome to the most update blog... haha...
such a nice weather to sleep and slack with the loved one...
went to mr fool's house to do projects... don noe is i'm retarded or i'm not updated at all, i kept losing my direction ya... haiz... whatever it is, just instruct me what to do... i'm not going to apologise because i have no excuse for not knowing anything...
received a call from my cousin... haiz... relationship... haiz...
since you have given yourself to another person or you are devoted to another person for a period of time or for a life time, hurt shall not be a word in the dictionary of love...
man is afraid of woman who cried and worried and think too much over a certain thing... whereas woman, she is afraid of not knowing anything and therefore worried and cried and think a lot over the certain thing...
woman, it is not worth to cry over a man who hurts you, neither via verse... because it is a part and parcel of life... in a relationship, even marriage, it is important to believe in your partner... using all of your might and energy, you have to make yourself believe to believe in him that he has a reason for it... even if did sorry to you, you opt to hypnothsis or even lie to yourself that he has a reason for it... being in love, there's only a formula - be benevolent... give him/her another chance... even a chance to let go...
man and woman, it is always a party to suffer and sacrifice... because nothing is as identical to your shadow... but if you do not want this love to be so dramatical, learn to be strong and always have the courage to face the next sunrise... don forsake the word - love...?! don be my follower... hoho...
a promise is meant to be broken...
finding the perfect one is like searching for a needle in the ocean... god will let you met some imperfect ones before the one appeared before you... you experienced and treasure... what shall go, shall go... forcing the one not yours beside you is sentencing your loved one to death... love a person, love his/her heart and yourself... lose one = lose all... that's the power of living...
you love him because of who he is, and not because of his history... that will be a tragic!
lose and love is only a different of a word...
anywhere, you may choose not to believe in my words because i'm an inexperienced lover... i don understand humankind but i understand the value of life... world is never fair, it is the scale of how you weight the issue...
lastly most important thing... never let the one who loves worried for you... you still have your friends and family always there for you... love is just a passageway on the throughout of life...
end of '
firefly philosophy'... catch me next time...
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 7:19 PM
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
i'm so tired... hardly can i open my eyes and peeped...
haiz... worked from 8.30am to 7.15pm... i'm almost late in the morning... scarely the clock in machine is late by 7 mins... haha... i got my first salary from eurocopter today... haha... merely covered my expenses spent from the previous time i collect my pay which was 30th Oct... haiz...
when i returned back to my work, 3 mountains high of envelops for me to open... god... it took me the whole afternoon before i go home to clear all... i complained to my colleague not to send so many love letters next time... i open until my hand ache... opening the envelops was was not the end... i have to update them according to the books (files)... haiz... when am i gonig to finish those loads... i hate to see so many things behind my back... but at least i clear them all today... if not i will have burden of imcomplete work...
anywhere, today my HR let me sign the contract for my work... haha... had worked 2 months now den sign... anywhere, it is a 6 months contract till april... hmm... but den i'm quite doubtful about a sentence... this contract may be terminated by either yourself or Eurocopter by giving one month's notice in wirting or the payment of one month's fee in lieu of the termination notice... what does that mean?! hmm... anywhere... just bared for 4 more months and i will be a free bird... hopefully, the company is kind enough to release me when i cannot take it... $8 per hour... wat can i ask for... such a meaningless job besides cheering myself up by the salary... haiz...
anywhere, my HR introduced me another position after which i told her that i will graduate at feb... hmm... something planner... i forgot... she told me is something to do with engrg drawing... den i asked my colleague what the girl was donig that i'm going to replace... she said it was collecting the numbers of hours that the engrgers worked on the aircraft... huh?! who is right or wrong... but then... i think thrice... i didn't give her any answer except " i don't know"...
i also know... excutive hates to hear something call "i don't know"... anywhere, comparing to the post available in GIC (business something) and Eurocopter (something planner)... i will prefer GIC cos it might be something to do with exploration of businesses and thinking... whereas for Eurocopter, i abhor sitting at the desk 8 hours and do the same things over and over again... i'm seeking for a carreer, not a part-time or temporary job... i cannot take the risk neither can i missed any chance...
haiz... what is yours is yours...
anywhere, i'm feeling so much going for the countdown... my "bubbles" consists of kwoo, kyeo and marisa... haha... kinda odd gang that never hang out together before... as a group... haiz... i don noe what will be the fireworks... but, they are the few most important and significant people in my life... but sadly, tt's just my "bubble"... continue dreaming...
4 more days to year 2007... nervous~ (for wat?!)
my brother going taiwan... woha! den going to brunei again... wow... so "far"... i heard tt brunei prince looks sucks! haha...
it seemed that i have never ending things to share... hmm... enough for today... i believe no one will actually read all besides looking for their names to be mentioned in the conversation... haha...
how's life, people?
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 10:29 PM
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Happy Boxing Day!
Ting-Ting... Round 1... Fight! O_o''
haiz... wat a cooling rain that welcomes me from my wake... feeling listless now... pls stop raining leh... i know it is a kind gesture to welcome Mr Rain to Singapore... but don't you feel you are over "kind"...
haiz... rain also complain... don rain also complain... having the responsible of god of weather is so pissing... i can understand... yes i do... what is an umbrella for... for you to shade shine and rain... haiz... human ah... can't do anything to satisfy...
haiz... year 2006 is left with only 5 days... 6 days to be exact... whatever... i only know my doom date is coming soon... i have no urgency to do my project... god can't save me! haiz...
anywhere... my blog had ""suprising"" rose up to over 760 counts... wow... i had only started blogging 3 months ago and this is my result... thank you... haha... i felt extremely flattered... and i supposed, the most regular and enthu reader of my blog is Ms Teri-yaki... haha... anywhere, what's so special about my blog?! hmm... new friends, tag me... i won't scare you off but i can't gurantee not to eat you up... hoho...
if there's a job which earns me for experiencing and posting blog... haha... can i apply for that?! although my english is 'horse horse-tiger tiger', but still can make it hor... hmm... i think i shall have a new skin for my blog for the new year... yaya... i didn't promise ah... wait till i got time for it then say...
hereby, i also wish to apologise to my project group member for the irresponsible manner... but whatever it is... i'll never regret...
btw... i'd watch Jay Zhou's new movie... emh... 6.5 out of 10... i graded the storyline as so-so... fighting among family... in the end all dead! Jay Zhou is dead too... it's tt great! haha... but for the effect and effort... 9 out of 10... indeed a very huge production... anyone wants to borrow pirate dvd... got some head and hair if you don mind... haha...
ciao~
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 12:53 PM
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Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry Christmas!
A joyous and fantastic christmas that i have had... sorry, i'd lied! i can't feel, myself, today, on a christmas mood... perhaps i'd over-stressed myself with the works that others do not need to do... perhaps i'd gone crazy... compared to the distanted screaming sound for unknown reason, this crazyness within myself is uncontrollable and uncurable...
sometimes, when fate falls upon you, you can't prevent it to happen... god knows?! i yearned to be by his side on this moment... i denied about my thoughts for him... but his appearance in my life had indeed created a fantasy for me... whatever it is... i can't wait the fresh new life befallen on me... i only prayed for, having more days of happiness...
the days for me in china is "extraordinary" simple...
MF860 departed from Singapore Changi Airport and a 4 hours flight that brought me to XiaMen Airport.
Stepped out from the airport, the weather was chilling... imagined yourself being blown by high speed fan or under the air-con that directly blow on you... cool isn't it! this is just the beginning...
welcomed by the tour-guide, 16 of us travelled on a bus that rides for about a hour journey to NanAn province, Ji Dong town... the country is so big till the driver have to halt at the police station and asked for direction...
aparting for a more than decades, i returned back to the house that i can create another memory that not everyone else can... it had changed beyond my memory captured... from the first foot into the house, it is different... it has a green gate... no more stone ground... no more domestic cows... a new generation had created from the people that we once played together with...
this is the type of house that not many people have the chance to live in... left to my grandma's side while right to my grandpa's side... which is better... perhaps i shall rephrased in a layman's term, whose's family is wealthier...?! you may not wish to stay in this simple and crude house, but you shall not judge it by it's look...
i am more yearnt to the familiar smell... haha... smell of rubbish, smell of shit, smell of grass, smell of seafoods... haha... kids can't wait to puke...
...sunrise just outside the window, accompanied by the farms and trees...
...sunset by your shoulder...
ducks and chickens are partners of life... there's a chicken detested me when i interrupted this little friend of us laying eggs...
my uncle doing some fishing in their rearing pond and auntie tidying the a few rows of the vegetations plantation...
the making of chinese dry seaweed and a close encounter of a neighbouring new friend...
friend oyster with chopped spring onion... i ate plenty... who cares cholestrol... often, there are tiger prawns which measured as long as you can stretched your fingers... the rice is too frangance till i disliked those served in restaurants... heavenly food... those simple dishes that can satisy everything of me... even i have hours slacking at the house, i couldn't bring myself to do my work... it is so relaxing... oh........ envious of me?! haha...
it'd been days... it was tearing within me when bidding had to be said... what will happened on the next trip that i go... do i have the third trip...
upon returning, everything seemed to be feel so distant... i need some times to adapt to this luxurious life in singapore... haha... it is pouring in singapore whereas it is windy and dry over there... what can i say more...
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 10:56 PM
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
it is 1am now... happy x'mas...
i just arrived singapore for about 2 hours... foot aching... brain moody... eyes sleepy... haha... really sick... piles of things waiting for me to do... oh my god... how i pray i don come back... more as well die there... oh...
it is a rainy season... so therefore... thus... hence... i wanna go catch some sleep... wan to know about my DAYS in China... haha... coming soon...
nite
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 12:59 AM
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
hey... wat am i still doing at this hour... all because of all of you... i'll b away for days... no blog will be updated here... hence... therefore, give all of u a kiss goodbye... muack!
haiz... just used the past 3 hours to prepare all the informations/datas for me to pack with me to China... haiz... my 8 days of china trip... haiz... oh... i will not torture myself... enjoy comes first... haha...
i had a great day today... rush here and there after each other sticking at the butt...
perhaps, what i enjoyed most is the time i spent with my... buddies... oh... dine at V8... oh... seating at the pathetic square and small table no. 10... oh... but our hearts seemed to have distant... who ever is the black sheep (most probably me who always think so much!), for the past 7 years that we had been together, there will be more 7 years and even stretched till 70 years when we are "silvered"... anywhere, love you all... thanks marisa for making such lovely photo for me...
>> Laogong LOVES Laopo 4ever<<
(but Laopo only begs for forgiveness in everything that I do!)
i will treasured it... i will love it... because tt is my everything... but next time, please choose a nicer photo... loLx... (photo taken a bit cannot make it.... just appreciate!)
anywhere, glad to see that bel is speedy recovered... it's so nice hearing you laughter out loud... oh shit... i forget to bring u Da Chang Jin DVD again... haiz... let fate begets u with my dvd... loLx...
anything else... nothing nothing nothing...
btw, sometimes i will write chinese in my blog... all u have to do is to go View -- Encoding -- Unicode... okay dookie!
gd nite dudes! and take care... Enjoy your holiday... cya soon...
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 1:21 AM
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
1 more day, 2 more nights before departing to somewhere ~ over the rainbow... happy or unhappy expenditure... i cannot predict... but, i will do as what i am doing for the past few days... "bare with it... it is not the time i can burst my volcano neither it is the right way to do so..."
got influence by Wei Wei An for the prediction of horoscope study... haiz... indeed! filled with grudges... can't wait to scream and shout and scold... haiz... those anger, buried at the brim of my heart... i repeat... buried... brim... haiz... it is all truths and facts... but i can't say nor speak out... “ 忍”... even i will be sorry for it... even i will deeply hurt me... i have to bare with it and pass my days... the lava does not kill only one galaxy...
today, finally saw camille... my rival for the position at my work place... well... looked matured but dislike studies... (favouritism as the new apple of everyone's eyes... indeed, good looking but probably i'd think too much... be natural... yes, tt's the right way... ur days in tt company not tt long too...)
well... franking speaking... studying, is all for the sake of those certificates tt allows people to perceive you at your 'second' look... even u hate, u deemed to own one for the sake of yourself... but, that only stands 49% of your success... get to your desire position of the company because u have master degree or even wat president degree... if you don use your brain and have tt life to break-through, u r an idoit who depends on those "shit papers"!
understooded?!
whatever, sighing is better for a person then supressing everything wordlessly...
yesterday night, i sms-ed ah hao after i sms-ed "someone" to double check something... after gathering all my courage and might and breathe and press 'send', i feel myself like an useless person... the strongest enemy in oneself... i can overcome the wall - my phobia... but whatever, thanks ah hao... he inspired thru his email... perhaps, a person with 'love' is different from a person whose 'relationship-root' had died off... but hereby, share with everyone this web tt ah hao recommended -
http://www.middlewaypress.com/youth.htmli am wondering, am i still at the world of youth or immatured adults?! but i think, i belongs to the nether world... hmm... i think tt's the best for me... like the little prince...
wondering what do i meant in my msn nick... haha...
17岁的时候；我想让你幸福。。
27岁的时候；我只能祝你幸福。。
37岁的时候；我念着你写的幸福。。
47岁的时候；我想起那后悔的幸福。。
57岁的时候；我回头遇到假面的幸福。。
67岁的时候；我还能让你幸福吗？
words inspired by Alan (Show) Luo Zhi Xiang's Hao Peng You MTV... sounded weird?!
------ cherish =
darlin left a note at 11:59 PM
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
hey... i'm back after multiple days studying for my only term test left in my poly life... well... didn't really did very well for this paper... but, i have confident to pass... yeah baby!
4 marks for each 10 questions of mcq... 2 steps of calculation for 10 marks... wat the heck! 20 marks for a structured question scorded zero when i totally forget what's in the chapter that i'd studied for 2 days... haiz... useless... watever lar...
hmm.... 2 more days before flying to China, Xiamen, Fujian, Nan An... haha... make everyone one u envious... oh... haha... 8 days 7 nights once again experience the life of village... haha... tt's one of my nationality...
but, before i fly... i have 2 days to piangz... don noe is i asked for it or i'm real stupid... haiz... working tomolo... probably it is clear i'm interested in their paid then... haiz... let me quit man... haiz... den friday, one after the other... early in the morning, go sch for tan kah kee thingy... wat the heck... den go to christabel house to go case study... den go sim lin to buy my camera batt before i fly... after which, have dinner at V8... haiz... argh!
“。。一个人的幸福是建立在另一个人的痛苦之中。。”
congra team singapore for achieving the best record result ever in the Asian game... as per today's result, singapore had listed within the top 10... 7 gold, 4 silver and 10 bronze... wow... congra... remy ong is handsome lor... haha... though not very good... haha... cannot say lousy... as least better than me, everyone is good... haha...
haiz... can't wait for our next team bonding session... we are heading for a kbox session... haha... teri "may" be invited... haha...
i tell all of u ah... tt seaweed tibits, tao kae noi... not nice sia... not as salty and crunchy and spicey as the original seaweed tibits... haiz... hmm 5 out of 10 i scorded with my tongue... haha...
wat else... huh?! very anxious to my family expenditure... haha... oh... if can, don let me come back lar... haiz... too much things awaiting for my return... haiz... but one must learnt how to face reality to verge for the next challenge... it's never ending...
my "good friend" went to australia many years ago and gave me a mouse pad.. after so many years, i finally open up and used it... haiz... cannot make it man... nice to see, not nice to use... my mouse can move by itself one wor... heartless fellow lor...
“。。你宁愿做她一辈子的好朋友，还是勇敢的做一次她的男朋友。。”
=(... i lost my orange scraf tt my aunt made for me when we went to taiwan... oh... sad... sads... sadden... i wonder how am i going to survive if the local weather is gonna shot UP to 1 degree celsius... don buy for me ah... thks ah... i noe u all not tt kind-hearted ones... haha...
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 7:26 PM
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Friday, December 08, 2006
it feel so great staying at home... oh... woke up at 11am this morning and watched DOHA games with Singapore vs Korea in women's badmination... oh... singapore lost in this quarter final... too bad!
almost 1pm set off to eastpoint... smooth trip... didn't forget anything... haha... i am so worried when everytime when i go out alone without writing any notes... not forget this den forget tt... haiz... old lady ah...
it was my first attempt to use the Sony Photo printing machine... so pathetic lor... tt machine was located under the mrt route, at the path tt connects from east point previous pet safrai exit to the opposite neighbouring centre... haiz... everyone walked pass me will take a glimpse of what i'm doing... luckily i was facing the wall... can't see who idoit so kapo... haiz... developing photo only what... loLx...
the machine was rather a bit retarded... while using it, i thought i cannot accept my file... well... if tt so, den i'm really too bad lar... but den, i tried again... can leh... wat the hell... through the process towards payment, i tot the machine hang... omg... if really hang rite, what will happen with my photo... haiz... can't exit nor proceed... den remain there for publicity for next user meh... haiz... after hanging there for about 15 to 20 seconds... finally, it is alive! haiz... for tt pathetic 60 cents to develop a 4R photo nearly caused me heart-attack... 60 cents, looked ex for a photo, but it is worth rather than sending it to the film shop where they will charge additional $5 if less than don noe how much... haiz... but overall, the quality was quite good... quite cool using exlink card for transaction... haha... 8.5 out of 10 points for it...
what with the hell is my computer... cannot use msn for the whole day... haiz... i think the black sheep is the new internet explorer tt i downloaded... haiz... so sad... argh... i think there r more problem besides tt... my laptop cannot switch on in the morning lor... pathetic... oh... so pathetic...
------ cherish =\
darlin left a note at 10:16 PM
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
u noe what... today i took the same bus with jun xiong... wow! not the first time... den hor... while the bus was travelling towards the junction towards TP's east gate bus stop away from bedok reservoir road... an student in a bicycle was chasing after the bus... omg! less than a meter, the cyclist strumbed over his unbalanced wheel and fell hard onto the ground... the bicycle almost can wrapped him up... but he almost dropped into the canal... haiz... all the people in the bus pathetically watched the incident lor... somemore next to the junction... haiz... poor boy...
pity wendy has to start baring with her brace from yesterday onwards... no sweat man... 2 years very fast will blink blink over... will kissing be affected?! haha
in my hong kong calendar, today was the indication of "big snow"... did it... but in singapore, it rained quite heavily today... the weather was great! the day was fun! haha...
bonding bonding... loLx...
haha.... nothing better to do... meeting for an hour, discussed which area we shall work on for modsim... so finalised with ********** (word is censored due to protection of copyrighted issue...) den... after an irresponsible CEO to distribute holiday work... (ya... still dare to say...) then chatted for an hour about "LOVE"... den chat chat here, chat chat there... read dynasty jokes book... wa liao... so funny until i can't help myself to 'laugh'... (rubbish...) den... and den... something happened...
we spent an hour, taking photos using our handphones... and discussed what is our next bonding activity... loLx... passer-by walked passed stared at us like nuts... haha... even the boy-next-door knocked at the wall to ask us to lower our volume... haha... paisai lar...
The Invincible Team
(haohao so cute! huifen so amiable! wesley's face so tiny! kai lin... hmm... so great!)
wat about another shot of the team?!
(hmm... a baby just woke up, an old man and a phoenix couple with a kinda photo-copied face and a lengthened chin... hoho)
man (unbearable to see!): "ahiyo~ lady, stop acting cute..."
(ooPs!)
any position also 'mei' de lor~
(haha... 2 whitened demons...)
buddha: "so selfish... wat about me..."
(haha... tt's not so kind of him...)
qinhao: wesley is the best!
wesley: qinhao so initiative!
(such a disinclined hug!)
qinhao: kai lin come lar~ me so shuai... so wasted not to take photo with me...
kai lin: okay lar~ give u face lar...
(oh... wat an undesirable truth!)
hmm... no school tomolo... probably some having facts behind my fats... watever... can't work tomolo... haiz... enjoy and prepare for term test den...
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 11:08 PM
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
so the top hit illness in Singapore is suiciding in sleep... the 10th recurrence cases for the past 5 months in Singapore... oh... when will it be next?! who will be next?! is it an issue of "natural death" or a quiet terrorism attack tt had conquered into Singapore?!
failed to attend today's CRM meeting... so sorry...
i don noe lar... just find these few hundred hours rather sucks...
i'm tire... but happy... and guilty... but worthwhile...
i'm tired... because i worked from 8:30am to 6:30pm... got OT pay... but tt's not an important issue to me... I worked, because i have this responsibility to hold within myself... I OT because i have only tt day of the week to work... i hope to do as much as i possibility can... i can ditch tt job anytime and lead a carefree life... y shall i punish myself in such way... well, there's still no one to replace me... so, training myself to have the ability to "ta-han" stress and tireness now, better than i'm crying in the future... haiz... wat an optimistic thought!!
anywhere, guilty because i have 2 face during work... i can go overboard (talk a bit too loudly) sometimes... haiz... must change must change... u c... since i have an opportunity to know about myself now, it's not too late to improve myself before it's too late ya...
but i don noe y... i seemed to be the "extra" in the office... although it's obvious and i strongly agree... haiz... how leh...
well... rather quite pissed off by myself... i made a rod for my own back... nothing is on my side... i seemed to force people to do against their will... haiz... wat get well soon card... in the end, i became so bothered by it... finding more trouble for myself... haiz... den, failing to organise a birthday celebration... it's alright... all is my fault... who asked myself to be a such a pest... since everyone is so busy, why bother... as if everyone cares about it... as if everyone bothers as i did... since what had past, had past... as i f i can rewind the time and have the same mind... fine! forget about it...
sleep... make sure i wake up tomorrow...
------ cherish =\
darlin left a note at 11:18 PM
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
had a great exciting day today... (plus writing this blog for the 2 times when i accidently click the "devil" tab button for all my selected item to whoosh like magic...) we have another round of bonding session for my group... which is badminaton this time... for 3 hours... merely enough to quench our thirst... but this time, we had a friend, charlie to join us... emh... he is too serious in the game with us... c'mon... it is a bonding session...
however, overall, QinHao is the champion followed by HuiFen... and i have a sentiment that i had been a jinx for the double team that i'm matched with... haiz... but i'm not the last lor... haha... if we are going to evalute the sports results with our academic results... eh... emh... don better...
perhaps, there's something i need to clarify...
we are a group of kind-hearted souls... we are a group of people tt came from different experiences (age, background, mp)... fate begets us together as a class that is so perfectly nice to form an invincible team... and, the fact and rule of this team is, we have to be dependent on each other for the upcoming 3 months... to be exact, we are a team that is gonna "chiong" for the last lap before we graduate from TP... and because of tt, it sounded so honor to be team with QinHao, HuiFen and Wesley... an invincible team is a group of people who excel in different areas to meet the objective as whole with distinction...
we only requested to have some extra private time... we discussed almost everything... we had strength in all areas... but we were lack of bond... probably, we had worked together before... but tt were history...
bonding with our other friends are most welcome... everytime, we will seek each other opinions for the acceptance of a friend to join us... just because, we ought to prepare and suppress our hatred (if any) of the person joining us in order to enjoy to the fullest... and that include the ability to ease the unhappiness in one another's mind for a better tomorrow... and, we ladies, seemed to be noisy, seemed to be barbarian and probably childish in others people eyes... but, we never forced the guys in our team to obey under our laides' words just that we ladies are elder than the guys in our group... even so, the guys have their decision-making rights... we obey... and we accept to the things that we feel it is right and appropriate to do in which no one gets hurt... and tt includes, tt friend, does not do anything mischievous tt breaks the fragile bond of a team...
and to be honest, ladies tend to be pitty... but they are the creatures of the world which do not bear grudges for more than an hour... for which, they only mentioned as 'causual' topic or remarks during next time... and the most amzing maze in life is to understand the thoughts of a "guy" if you are a "lady" and via verses...
anywhere, congra to our Singapore Bowling Team in achieving a Gold medal for Double Women's game for the DOHA Asian games... they even broke a record of having a total of 2,671 (roughtly there) pins fall for the game... Remy Ong mah... don mention... don noe how he has been doing on the 50th range...
what's else...
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 10:27 PM
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Monday, December 04, 2006
my brother had been home for the 4th day... this fact made an unrealistic effect to the usual days without him... why did he come back... a silent home had became so disruptive since the appearance of him... he can treat the home like his hotel...i can't be bothered... but why did he make the house so tensed, every inch have to spare a thoughts for him... he is he... what's make him so spectacular... i abhore the sight of the extra women walking in my house...
haiz... just downloaded the window live messenger... layout - 8.5/10 (more classic and modern look)... functionality - 7.5/10 (so-so, not much different from msn 8)... somethings, doesn't mean new things can replace old things... this apply to human resources also...
today, had a stupid time playing lego during CCom tutorial... hmm... long time didn't play... somemore too many broken pieces... much time had been taken to making them into a big piece... a bit rude of stealing the pieces from jun xiong's hand... reason being, we have 5 spectators and one doer... hmm...
dizzy... sleepy... warmth within body... itchness... tt's what i feeling currenly... gosh... i have no clue what nightmare is going to happen tomorrow... everyday seemed to be a burden... so heavy... oh...
are all penguins' movement so stupid aka clusmy?! loLx
hmm... i think... we, the siao siao and most noisy group of the class, is addicted to group bonding... hmm... bowling last fri... playing badminaton tomorrow wor... wow... don tell ppl we r so free hor...
haiz... today crm's quiz... i cheated... haha... don tell teacher hor... but i believe hf's kok kok will close his eyes... both eyes closed... haha... so cute seeing her blushing... haha...
i have a premonition... hmm...
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 11:14 PM
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
oh... Happy Birthday to Mei Hsin (Cerine)... Though we can't celebrate today due to your overload of your project... see ya next week...
oh... i had fell deeply in love with Ai Yori Aoshi anime telecast on every sat 4:30pm on channel u... but... i don noe what had happened... i couldn't found any similar episode from the internet... hmm... nan desu ka?!
today's story is about Aoi's father is going to have an arranged married for Aoi... That means, Aoi is going to leave her most beloved, Kaoru... Aoi begged for a day to spend with Kaoru alone... and her wish was granted... They went to their old hideout place, recollecting their memories... blah blah blah blah... Expecting they will depart from home, after a night of imititacy, they held their hand and walked out of the door with a blessing smile... to be continued... loLx... do every "depart" have to do with imititacy... haiz... "cook the rice" and everything will be solved... omg... tt's only the fulfillment of body... bad education for young children... loLx...
perhaps, i adored a lot is the touch of feelings and relationship among the people in the anime... don think laughter means happy... happiness is only gained after experiencing sadness...
anywhere, had a great outing day with my granny... it had seemed a very long... ever since my grandpa passed away, my granny had yet stepped out of the house for some walking and strolling... haha... though that 4 hours was tiring, but i was happy... that is the only miniature things that i have fill elderly's life... every sending a get-well soon card, i'm most gratitude to do so... because i don wan to regret again... because tt's the only little things to send my concerns to those who i cared for...
and it is only recently, tecnhology had made our life so monotonously... cards, can represent more than any thousand words...
do you know, i loves this photo very much... the familiar faces, the similar smiles... a class of secondary schoolmates get together before of an influencing old man after graduation 3 years ago... though i had a gathering during sept, but i felt that this is more meaningful than anything else... it is an imcomplete class photo... but i have a dream to take a class photo again... where everyone of us had experienced and matured through lessons in life... when we had all grown up... when we had all grown old... when we still have memories of each other... being not too ambitious, i just dream to have a day where i can gather all the mentors who had teaches us before in my secondary school...
i'm not trying to be great! i'm just wanting to share and tell the whole world that i had a wonderful years in my secondary school life with all the mentors and friends that i had... because i love, i treasure and so i cherish... i just hope to be with everyone's side... even it is hidden secretly in my heart...
you may reprimand me for being too selfish of holding too much of the history and not to the extent of only yesterday... well, i'm a very very very emotional person... unless there's a today where i can forgo my past...
haha... sounded so chim-ology... haha... it's not too late to know me a little more...
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 12:49 PM
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Friday, December 01, 2006
yeah... first day of december (not christmas), my true love (ooPs! i don have) sent to me A partridge in a pear tree (what's tt)...
for the past 30 days of novemeber, i wasn't happy on majority of the days due to stress and some other factors... =(... anywhere, a brand new start of the month, and also the last month of 2006... i ought to treasure everyday, as much as i can...
I had a very fertile day today...
met kyeo - from "johnathon-like" to "tu-tu yeo" again... haha... do you know... haha... he kanna tricked by his friends tt going for the NS check-up need to have short hair... so wasted... haha... but gald tt he is in pes A... so, qinhao, if you met him in ur plathom, help me to kill him... HUH... haha...
perhaps, today i have a happy mind... we interchanged quite a number of dialouges... mostly on sms... and i got to know... haha... she has a "beau" in class who i think, he might be interested... but sadly, she is attached... oh... don't be discouraged... as long as she is not married yet, you still have a chance if she takes a second look at you... haha... need help, don forget me... males - as simple as flipping your hand... females - a bit tricky but no sweat... haha... anywhere, just admit that you have a selective memory... don wan to remember others' birthday, nevermind... only remembers marisa's birthday, i don mind... and don use "old-man" as an excuse... but, since you know liao, don intentionally forget hor... (loLx... as if he knows i have a blog...)
den... met kwoo... hmm... as usual... hope he is being enlightened to enjoy his life with his lame friends... haiz...
am i a bit too bias ah... kyeo wrote so many things... kwoo only 1 line... hmm... but he is going to skin me alive commenting about his friends... haha... but tt's fact!
anywhere, happy birthday to the following peeps...
Adeline Chew - tp - 07 November
May Fong - gic - 17 November
Alvin Heng - dunman - 19 November
forgot... my father's birthday falls on november also... hehe...
hmm... after school things... after sending "hui fen be faster leh" using 4 handphones... haha... went for a bowling game at safra tampines... pls note, it is no more under cathay... it is not Orchid Bowl...
didn't play very well for the second game... too tired... 4 persons in a lane is too long... used 2 hours to complete 2 games... loLx... but enjoyed a lot in the end... we even played a "match-make" and "truth" while waiting for our queue... haha... the results from truth - sidon and bel are perfectly a match as a friend... but while being amazed by tt fate, i neglected qinhao's feeling... he had been an extra being the 2 hamburgers... anywhere, it's been a great time bonding with my grp mates... hmm... ya...
what's more?!
the theme for the month is cantonese... the embed song is from Zhang Xin Zhe Jeff - Shi Nian... honestly, there is nothing to talk about this song... but, would like to share with you how i choose this song... actually... i was looking for Zhang Fei's Italian songs... everyone knows he had a debut album... one of the best or can say the most common sung song is La Vei Rose... den... i just don noe why... while i was preview that song from somewhere, Jeff Zhang's song appeared... eh... i tot i clicked the wrong hyperlink or what... haha... the user must have embed the wrong song to the hyperlink... but tt doesn't matter... most importantly, i found it nice... hope everyone likes it...
hoorray... my brother is back from brunei... i wont my most fav shirt (till this moment) to send him off and welcome him back... such a coincidence... nvm... he is back... my coquetry shall comes to an end... but when he came back... he tortured my tarepanda... loLx... but i requested another gaint doll... haha... how am i going to sleep man...
i had many new thoughts today:
- highly recommending Luo Zhi Xiang - Hao Peng You... go youtube and watch the MV... hit the nail... as though an episode in everyone's life before... haiz... don noe how to explain lar...
- from the 7pm channel u's drama:
the stronger the resistance, the harder(higher) the repulsion... if you intent to hide something, it will not erased from your mind...
it is not the root that will stop the ability of doing anything (in the drama case is the ability to love)... if the root is unpluck, it will grow again because it starts with the seed, which comes in your heart... interpret tt and implement in the events of things that you failed...
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 10:23 PM
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