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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
it's tuesday... and so miss wednesday will be back tomolo after so long period of hiding... haiz... hardly can do those brainless errands that had been piling like shit...
don know whether it is a good news or a bad news... our dear major ng chee seng wanna hijack me over to his new department... i don noe whether he is under the influence of Kat or whatsoever whosoever...
i'm considering this factor with a serious mind... cos it's gonna be my career...
why not i give it a try... 3 months probation period and a full time position as a planning assitance with no aircraft background required but logical and creative minds are demanded... well well...
when an interview finally approached, i realised, i'm an idoit... the Kai Lin that was so presentable and confidence, had flew away...
when an opportunity comes, one shall seize it, don't it... why am i puzzling about... why?! why do people always puzzle...
i don't mind working in this political company and some eye-sore people in some dark corner of the office... well... but how am i going to face those people and the department that i had worked with... siew lay leh... who yearned to keep me by her side and wanna push me up to me an internal auditor of QC dept... well... how shall i believe her words... i don noe how to face her... y life is so troublesome, for me lar...
so wat... just do my things will do... just make my boss and the company happy will do... just perform well will do... just don be late will do... just earn more money will do... just smile will do... aren't the others in the office doing that... put aside those imature and childish and low attitude...
well well... i'm sick... having fever for 2 days... nearly fainted on the road yesterday after work... oh my... purple and rosy red lips with burning forehead yesterday... pinkish cheeks and burning body with excruciating painful head today... oh my... with additional, "ladies" days... oh... a body with no skeleton... so great... anti-immune week... don bully me hor...
i got 1 day MC today... but my definition of MC is Must Come... i can understand that doctors often feel patient arriving at his clinic, will deem to have a MC so can skip work... but honestly, a MC will cause more pain on the patient... as long as you are not seriously ill - u will not lying at home anywhere... be active and lead a normal life... that's the best antidote of curing oneself...
by the way, a notice to all... pls don go Kbox-lunch... it is waste of money especially when you are aiming to have a good sing out of your heart... cos eating will eat up ur time when u didn't notice... and the lunch, so-so only lar... besides it is quite cheap compared with other package... $12.50 per person only...
anywhere, my sorethroat is cos by tt "tu-pid" karaoke session with eileen poh also... loLz... u r going to be responsible for me... u "tu-pid" event planner of XXX logistic company... haha...
haiz... "烦" ah...
kinda feel weird... everytime i'm thinking of something or being puzzled with something, mr wesley will catch me at the right time... haiz... he can really feel what i'm thinking... hmm... haha... i guessed we had mixed together too much, brother...
what is my ambition?!
------ cherish
darlin left a note at 10:43 PM
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Thursday, February 22, 2007
First day of start work after the Lunar New Year... I have my first company's New Year Ang Bao with an additional 2 wednesday big sweep tickets... hola... singapore pools website is rather retarded... chinese zodic - tiger is properous today for lottery... whaha... can't wait... despite i know i don't have the luck at any lucky draw... well...
today, i learnt a lesson on work... even you are kind, never be too kind to lent a helping hand to someone who is not your department or specially assigned by your superior to help, don be too clever... well... reason being, that bloody idoit person will take advantage of you... and, it is for the sake of yourself also... well... using my lunch break to type an email... 5 mins kindnes exchange with a 15 mins hearing... well well well... I CANNOT BE SOFT-HEARTED... argh...
singapore pool website retarded, nevermind... i check all my lottery number... omg... none of them ever appeared more than 10 times since May 1986... ah... wat sia... no wonder so good, offer at $3 only... argh... only those damn lucky aka "suay" person will win lar...
this coming wed big sweep, the top prize is MINE... haha... S$2 million...
whaha... i never gambled before... loLx... don't get addicted ah...
suddenly have an urge to eat japanese ramen... hmm... epoh................. bleh...
before i forget... today i went out to "packet" my lunch with a malay colleague... uncle andrew went for holiday... anywhere, it is my first time in life... that i... went to loyang off shore... omg... tt's real cool place... on a hilltop... although it is a small canteen, the malay food is nice... yum yum... i don leave any grain behind... reasonable price also... 4.5/5... the tea sold there is also popularo... with carnation milk syrup... well... $1... flavour too sweet, lost the original scent of tea but overall taste quite strong... 3/5...
end of today... hmm... self-reflecting my career... hmm... shall i register for Uni for a GPA of 2.86 ONLY?! please lor... hmm... closing date is REAL CLOSE... someone enlighten me leh... having a degree is obligation... but... hmm...
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 9:28 PM
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
oh... i did badly for my interview... haha... ahiya... sure got people laugh at me one lar... 13.8/20... haiz... over-confidence + lack of practise = useless... but, i'd experienced extraordinary things that anyone will have... i have to knock the door 5 times before the actual interview is on... haiz... tutor complained, it is not the Kai Lin that i know... well well... sometimes, being bitchy is to an extent... but i'm positive, so alright...
anywhere, Ms J was hospitalised for a week due to intestine problem... Spread your concerns... tt tutor who had taught 12 cow years, eat too much beef i supposed... Meow!
I reckoned...
hmm... i gave my "first" time away to someone i detested so much...
I drove by myself on the road to someone house for the first time... argh... tt's the first and the last time tt i'm seeing her because of school work... whahaha...
i beginning to hate working... it is tiresome after long holiday... haiz... especially when one is working on a job that has not develop 'passion' in it...
A for Arthur
B for Bang Han
C for Christabel
D for Daneil
E for Eileen
F for Feng Sheng
G for Ge-Ge
H for Hon Wee Tan Wesley
I for Ian
J for Joseph Shirely
K for Kenneth
L for Lin Yan
M for Marisa
N for Nicholas
O for Ooi Vincent
P for "Pui Pui" (HuiFen) - ooPs!
Q for Qin Hao
R for Ron
S for Sim Chuan
T for Teri
U for UFM1003
V for Veralynn
W for Wendy
X for Xing
Y for Yuan Yuan
Z for ZZzzz....
Whahaha... saw your name on the above list... i like the last one... hoha...
kbox this sat... yo! check it out! yo!
------ cherish =\
darlin left a note at 9:55 PM
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Monday, February 19, 2007
wow wow... happy chinese new year to all... it's another year... may prosperity and happiness be filled with all throughout the year...
http://img2.pconline.com.cn/pconline/0701/26/951896_26caibao.swfa short clip shared with Lin Yan Auntie for all of you...
i just learnt some basic mahjong techniques today... haha... although i don encourage gambling, i prefer sitting by my love ones and watch him play... there's a phrase says, "a successful man behind will have a successful woman..." haha... i want to be the one...
anywhere, was rather tired these few days... haiz... not enough sleep after graduation and spring-cleaning...
talking about spring cleaning, boss and i have a similar topic of doing last min cleaning... haiz... such a good mood to see him so friendly... but pity him that he has to accompany the french auditor...
haiz... can't decide my mind, my future... haiz...
happy lunar new year... gong xi fa cai... stay healthy...
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 11:33 PM
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
My CCom tutor put me aeroplane on valentines' day... argh... she cheated my feeling... argh... I spend half and hour to doll myself up... that was rather a rare scene... argh... today is my last day of school... argh... is that a bad omen for me on valetines' day... argh... how can... i have 14 years more to go before i can have a house of my own... argh...
that's all... argh...
hmm... i hate going out to streets today... seeing couples holding hands, hugging and kissing, florist have fruitful business and restarurant full house... yucks!
haiz... home is still the best place... today is wednesday leh... hardly you can see me bong-ten-ing from work... Ms Wednesday is not fake one you know... tomolo have to go back work lar... haiz...
i know my brother wants to get out of the house today so he can do whatever he wishes or planned... well... just too bad... the god is on my side... unless got an idoit date me out and let me vent my anger on... haha... =P bleh... stupid eileen poh... put me aeroplane also...
i hate 14 feb 2007's valentines' day...
but not to spoil the day with the love ones such as ms teriyaki... here the history of valentine's day...
Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day -- and its patron saint -- is shrouded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine's Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. So, who was Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rite? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were martyred.
One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.
Other stories suggest that Valentine may have been killed for attempting to help Christians escape harsh Roman prisons where they were often beaten and tortured.
According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first 'valentine' greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl -- who may have been his jailor's daughter -- who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed 'From your Valentine,' an expression that is still in use today.
Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France.
want to know more, visit http://www.history.com/minisite.do?content_type=Minisite_Generic&content_type_id=882&display_order=1&mini_id=1084
------ cherish =
darlin left a note at 1:38 PM
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
it's the 13th Tuesday... last offical day of school as a class... gonna miss the school life with friends, in a class, as a student...
though, tomolo have to go back school for 20 mins for mock job interview with my CCom tutor, perhaps the most unbearable moments plus stress...
hereby sharing with all the "exclusives" of what had happened during my last visit to my secondary school for their family carnival event...
she is indeed the babe of the family... even the photographer can't resists more shoots of her... my dear, my honor and the person who i failed to treasure...
"the perfect threesome..."
the sun were buring... stupid photographer... want to do effect, don't think too highly... not every moment is suitable...
we were in "earth-red" colour, i didn't realised...
but if possible, how i wish i can merge this 2 photos together...
"Rose in the greens..."
another one... looked outstanding by the contrast of the background... haha...
"hmm..."
anywhere, due to my poor sales strategy, we are the only 4 that went for the event after weeks of announcement in my msn... argh...
after the few hours slacking, i was reckoned my stand... i'm tired of being the decision-maker between this 2 women... i compromised, but hurting each instead...
secondary school life may be a fair tale to me, but now i'd appreciated both of your feeling that had given to me... i'm just being too selfish... thinking that it is the only time that a class of us had spent together, but i'm wrong... the information given to me was, 5 years of study in secondary school was rather disgracing... i don noe... i don't want only alumni to happen with i had lose the feeling of you, me and us...
i'm not sure what forced you to agree on my request every time... but i'm just wanting to give my best... just hoping that you all can feel the "love" that i am fulled with thankfulness and fun... i'm being forced to be the one who isn't me...
anywhere, just being paradoxist...
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 11:14 PM
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Monday, February 12, 2007
putting my errands on side... now, i'm gonna share with you the colours i had encountered the past saturday... haha...
A bird-eye view of clark quay from Asian Civilisation Museum
Coming up... "The Orchid Family"
can you spot which photo is taken of a bogus flower?! haha...
...a close friend of orchid...
- Orchid Rose -
...My Beloved...
= Friends Gathering =
Brought to you... the chrysanthemum farm...
...the most impressive piece of my shoot...
These were some basic training that i'm undertaking before i fulfill my dream as a free lance photographer... haha... unbelievable rite... well... not much people know... in my dictionary, colours are the sweet of eyes... whereas mono are the beginning of colours... hmm... wat am i talking... fine... enjoy...
it's the 2nd last day that i spent in Temasek Poly as a student... well... JAE today... saw potential freshman... whether did i manage to pysco them or they just couldn't be bother... anywhere, really hope junior really enjoy their future... who knows what future really require... who knows how future will turn into... equip with will-rounded talent will be the safest solution...
goodies for me... saw Neth and Woo... hmm... now watching preview... y do i feel tt messey long hair neth looks like jason from 5566 ah... haiz... really honor to have such brother like him, but i do not have that fortunate...
------ cherish ^_^
darlin left a note at 9:07 PM
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Friday, February 09, 2007
its tomolo... the day where we meet again... i wonder will there be a next time... i wonder will we still be the same... i engrossed in those memories when we were in brown and white... don't tell others that puppy love in secondary school life is such a sweet dessert... oh... i have to clarify that i did not taste before...
time is a friend and an enemy... we learnt new things when every second tickled with no return... but at the same time, we are losing something...
cherish people... who knows how long a life will prolong to let you fulfill everything...
at the season of love, i realised one thing... a partner is preferrable as he will be there as your ear, as your eyes and as your heart... he will not leave you until the day we expired...
but the greatest gift from god - friend, had makes me feel so insecure and never had the sensation of owning it when we graduated... we had indeed grown up... we can't depend on one and other even we had been so great before... we are losing that chemistry every second... only i felt it, do you...
well... that's life, it's a lesson for everyone... you have an ocean of things to own but you only have 2 hands... you have an universal memory to keep but you only have a heart...
what will my tomorrow be? I am the one who draw and not the god...
My future hobby:
Arialis.comGlass is a wondrous medium - the vibrancy of colors, range of textures and flexibility of form enchant me. Manipulating glass makes it play with light in wonderous ways - reflecting, transmitting and refracting to create nothing short of magic...
creating my miracle... oh...
i wan this drawing for my new home...
i simply just love roses...------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 11:59 PM
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hi i'm back after a week...
i was quite busy with my last rush of projects that i hardly set my minds for blogging recently... in additional, i also wish to commemorate Hsu Wei Lun after meeting an accident in Taiwan that ends her 28 dainty of years... whether you believe or not, i always see a cloudy black shadow on the late lady... watever... it's her destiny... i always mistaken this late lady with another idol...
hmm... could imagine... poly life is ending soon... in less than 8 offical days of school... i bidding goodbye to that miserable college... honestly, i achieved a lot in Temasek Polytechnic... given the opportunity to expand my perspection of knowledge out of Singapore - China, Shanghai and Vietname, Saigon... besides, working with different origin of people enriched my adaptabilty... good and bad, they are my teachers... i'll thanks them to torture me... i'll thanks them to let me learnt my good and bad... i'll thanks them to letting me to face the reality...
i think i'm gonna miss this school of friends... for those who i know, for those we never chat, BZE 2004 to 2007 course mates, it's my pleasure and honour for meeting you all... who knows will we meet again in the future along the road, thank you for being a part in my memory...
well well... graduating soon... enrolling to society university real soon... i'm in a tight dilemma... hmm... jobs opening are available to me but i can hardly make up my mind... hmm... i hate to be shelthered...
anywhere, to be continue... drowsing in the thoughts of being doted for coming valentines' day... oh...
------ cherish =)
darlin left a note at 12:15 AM
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